I Fell for my Wrong Girl

I knew I shouldn’t be with her from the start

Tried knocking sense into my stupid heart

Didn't want to fall for her, she didn’t want to fall for me

That's not how it was written for ‘M’ & me

She likes wearing boys' t-shirt

And has the most amazing butt

Loves my beard, asks me to let it grow

Gives a big hug when I show up at her door

I pestered her to quit the damn cigarettes

Tripping few times, finally she put them to rest

She walks real fast & loves pot

Thinks my new hair makes me look hot

Taught me how to smoke my first joint

Told me not to do it if I didn't see any point

I would be mean & call her flat chested

To which she vociferously protested

Sent me a clip where she's dancing like a bird

Taylor Swift has hair like her

She's prettier than Miranda Kerr

I wrote her letters in love's ink

Her favorite color is grey not pink

We call each other with different names

She sings like a dream, she claims

Clicks & sends me pictures when she wakes

When I'm away she misses me

When we meet she forgets to speak

She comes across calm as Gandhi

I think deep-down she's real crazy

We met too late in the day. Our bad.

She had already promised to marry this lad

I couldn't take her away from him

That's not what love means to me

I fell in love with my wrong girl.

One day she whispered to me let’s make April

April, the daughter we will never have

We will hold on to the moments we can grab

I met her at the wrong time

Then why does it all feel so right

Then why does it all hurt so much

Why do I crave for her real touch

Why does my heart jumps for her

Why can’t I sleep, yet still dream of her

Why did we both want to name our daughter April

Why did she call me with a different name

When she disappears, life will feel so fake

Why do my eyes change color when I speak of her

Why does she move in me, along my blood

Why don’t I want to let her go when she holds me close

Why did she write to me in her sleep those three words everyone lives for

Why did she hold me like it’s supposed to be

May be it’s our destiny, we aren’t meant to be

I will love her, I will pretend I don’t 

But I will be lying so I can live on

I took a chance even when all of me knew she'll soon be gone

If we never met I wouldn’t have known someone like her

Life would've been incomplete without the feelings she stirred

I’m happy I fell in love with my wrong girl

Even if we never made our April

I married her in my heart & made love to her soul

I don’t know why I fell in love with my wrong girl

All I know is I did, and I fell for her like hell

I still want to dance with her in the rain

I don't know how I will live with all this pain

May be I will fall in love again

But my love for ‘M’ will always remain.......

I will never say goodbye. Because that would be a lie.

I will remember her till I’m on the pyre & they set me on fire.